Nityaananda's mercy

(this was originally postet on 3rd of march)
Nityaananda! Gauraanga!
Already i have the chance to practice some tolerance. At Gaura Arati there were three things to tolerate: draft, very laod ear-deafening bhajan and the request to lead the kirtan... i did tolerate all, and spoke later to Jay Krishna, a loving devotee about the volume and draft. i guess, the Pancha-Tattva was happy with me trying to tolerate those things, and i am feeling brilliant. Maybe i could really change myself?