electric- and cultural shock

dear diary!
Nityaananda! Gauraanga! Hare Krishna!
Today i dont know actually what to write. Maybe that i had Darshan from Swami Gaurangapada, und that he treats me very nicely as his guest. When he relized how hot it is in my room, he immediately offered a table-fan to me, from which later on i got a electric shok. That woke me up a bit :) The whole day i was in my room, it is too hot for me and i want to back out a bit, maybe i want to forget about being here? I am in a strange mood today, maybe i have a cultural shok too. Please pray for me that i could become a usefull devotee.